How often does someone say to you stay positive? Good things to come? There is light at the end of the tunnel! This is your year!

I have heard it time and time again. Yes of course I want to stay positive I want to hope for the best but why does it seem that no matter how positive you stay, how much positive energy you put out there, nothing but negativity comes my “your” way. We try our best at all we do. We try to accomplish great things in life. We give our best every day and always helping those in need and never asking anything in return other than potentially a smile. We do not ask for much but an ounce of something good in our lives would seem like the greatest gift of all. Whether it’s a successful job, a healthy life, a new love, just anything that can give us a glimpse of hope that their is goodness in this world. I don’t want to sound like a downer for I have many things in my life that I am thankful for but it’s the lack of achieving anything resembling success that keeps me feeling that my life is not where it is suppose to be.

I am not asking for fame or fortune but the ability to feel internal happiness would be wonderful. I look in the mirror and even with a smile I see sadness. I try to see the good in everyone and I try to think and make the most of every situation but why are the results always the same. I give from my heart and want the best for all and everyone but without sounding greedy I would love for my life my soul to also experience the same.

Stay positive and good things will come. My heart, my mind is open and I am waiting…..